in violation once more

the woman,
i think her name is
eva braun,

is standing
with a clipboard
outside

my window.
she's writing something
down
in indelible black ink.

i see my name at the top
of the ledger.

my address,
she's writing something down

that's going on to my
permanent record.

she shakes her head as she
writes. she sighs
and draws a deep breath
exhaling

a cloud of flies.

i am in violation again

of something. it's always
something

that i'm in the dog house for.
that i will be punished for.

she reminds me
so much of my dearly departed

ex wife.