Thursday, May 8, 2025

getting clean

if i feel guilty
and disgusted with myself,
depressed 
and sad
about my desires
and actions,
my lack
of godliness about
the present
and past,
burdened by things
i've said,
i take a long shower.
i use soap, a scrub brush,
a washcloth,
i'm in there for an hour,
the hot water
on full blast,
then i feel
a little bit better,
but alas,
it doesn't last.

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