the therapy session

i talk to my therapist

for nearly an hour.

55 minutes to be exact.

she says to me that it's almost like

you don't care

about anything anymore.

you have no attachments.

just exactly how have you done that?

you seem at peace

with yourself

and the world.

i laugh.

took a long time to get there, i tell

her.

a long fucking

time

of caring about things and people

i never

should have

cared for.

she nods, and says. 

congratulations.

i get that. i think we're done

here.