she says i want to find someone
that loves
me unconditionally,
like my married boyfriend,
or my ex husband,
someone
that will always love
me and never
leave me, no matter what i do.
no matter how mentally
ill i become.
if i lie and cheat,
betray
and gaslight, have them walking
on eggshells
and miserable all the time,
i want them
to stay with me, to accept
me for who i really am,
a giant cup of crazy,
not the person i'm pretending
to be to the outside world.
i want a man like that.
a blind, deaf, mute, stupid man
with no chance of finding
someone else. that to me
is true love without conditions.
that is my dream boat, the true
love of my life.
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