See the Whole

it's strange
how
the right thing done,
doesn't always
feel that way.
but it is.
there is no doubt,
you can feel it in your
bones, your
heart,
every molecule within you
knows that you've
done the right thing,
but
how your minds play games,
forgetting
the hard past
and putting a shine on
a few good
moments, you can't trust
those thoughts.
you have to see the whole
nightmare
for what it was,
and ignore
the few good rain drops
that fell into
an ocean of pain.