i should have said that

sometimes you can't find the right
words to say,

but you think of them while lying in
bed that night,

or the next day.
dammit you say to yourself, I should
have said this or that,

I would have really made my point then.
but it's too late,

there's no going back, the moment
has passed.

but you're ready, in case there's
a next time.

no doubt about that.