e mail editing

i'm angry with you
i write in the e mail.
i don't feel like
things are right with us.
i can't believe the mean
things you said to me
last night. horrible things.
then backspace it all
and start again, i'm
unhappy with the way
things are going, i say.
i wish that....
nope, not that either,
more backspacing. i wish
that your love for me
was more apparent,
pffft, too weak. okay,
delete, delete, delete. i
look forward to seeing
you tonight sugarplum
perfect. click.send.