the mid-life crisis

i keep

thinking that this must be

what

a middle age

crisis feels like.

the angst

and uncertainty,

the feeling

that it's all slipping

away too fast,

but if i do the math,

that would mean

i would have to live

to be a hundred and forty,

which would

put me into

a biblical category.

although

Moses did sit behind me

in Geometry.