i need it now, baby

I have a break down.
I lose
my mind and go a little crazy.
I can't take
it anymore, i'm in dire
straits,
i'm up to my neck in
this desire. I need it.
i'm sweating profusely,
I've denied myself too long.
the cold showers aren't working.
I need this.
I want it, I absolutely
deserve it.
my body craves what
I've been away from
through self discipline
and spiritual
awakening. I need it
badly, I need it like now,
bring it on.

I need an ice cream cone.