stop me before i buy again

it was an

impulse buy.

i just couldn't help myself.

i pushed

the button

and bought three more

pull over

black sweaters,

just like

the other seven that i have

hanging in

the closet.

and two more pairs

of jeans,

just like the pair i'm wearing

now.

light blue.

not to mention another

pair

of boots. black

too.

i know i need help,

but

i'm afraid to look that deeply

into myself.