i'm not going there again

wanting a change

of scenery,

a new point of view,

i spin the globe,

close my eyes and put

my finger

on it, stopping the spin.

i open my eyes

and stare at where

my finger has landed.

it says

Siberia.

hell with that.

i'm not going there.

been there, done that

in the last relationship.

a place where i've

never felt so alone

and cold

in my entire life.

i spin again.