when the sun comes out

you go backwards
with your thinking.
speaking, letting
the words
and memory of what
happened
combine into
what you now
perceive the truth
to be, but
in the middle
of infatuation
and kissing, you
are helpless
in the fog
of new love. you
can't see a foot
in front
of you. you can
only feel your way
through, until
the sun comes out.