wake me when it's over

i used to care,
but things have changed.
I've lost heart,
lost my way,
lost my mojo, my swag,
my sway.
i'm teetering on my
feet.
unsure of which way
to turn,
who to trust. who's
lying, who is full of
deceit.
it's a shadow world
i'm stuck in.
gaslighted while i slip
and slide
on the cobblestones
hoping for hope,
treasuring sleep.
wake me, wake me
wake me
when it's over, please.