don't believe her

you asked her once
what she wanted for her birthday
to which she replied
nothing. I want nothing.
but there must be something
you desire, a watch, necklace
a new ring to wear beside
the old ring. a pair of shoes,
no, she said
I have everything I need
or want, I long for
nothing. well, what about
dinner out, or in, i'll
cook for you, whatever
meal you crave. flowers
and wine, candles, we'll
put some music on and dance.
we could have a small party.
oh no, she said, sighing,
please, don't go through any
trouble for me, it's just
another birthday, please
don't worry about it
or do a thing. i'll just
spend the day quietly,
pretend it never came.
you don't mean that, you
told her, but yes, she
said, I really do.