diving for pearls

I find the deepest pool
of water
to dive into.
there I will go and sort
out
my life.
decide on what is wrong,
what is right.
in the dark blue
depths
of a quarry.
i'll let my body slide
down
inside the envelope
of icy water
and find my true self
once more.
with each struggle of no
air or light,
i'll come alive
and rise again.