let's eat out tonight

talking to yourself, you say,
let's eat out tonight.
you open the fridge door, close
it, open it again.
close it. you go to
the cupboards, doors open,
doors closed.
once more to the fridge.
open close.
the top freezer section,
ice and a blue
bag frozen, for you knee.
nothing.
let's eat out tonight you say again,
to no one, looking
out the window.
it's still light out.
but casual. let's go casual
you say, looking down
at your underwear and socks.
okay not that casual.