off the rails

don't follow
me anymore. you
won't like what
you find. i have
deep secrets
about things
that have occured
in my ill spent
adulthood. my
youth is clean,
white driven
snow kind of clean,
but then all hell
broke loose.
i have nothing
to say about it,
no apologies, or
remorse, i have
no excuses to
explain my
behavior.
the train
just went off
the track for awhile.
so it's best that
you don't follow
me, unless of course
you have better
tales to tell.