sunday morning blues

as we sit

and eat, i look across the table

at her parents.

at her,

her sister and soon to be

brother

in law

and i realize

that i've made 

the biggest

mistake

of my life.

but the snowball from hell

has rolled down the hill

and i'm stuck inside

this icy fright.

i want to run, i want

to hide.

i want to turn back the clock

and calendar,

i want to go back

to my once fun

and wonderful life.